Chinas Lost Girls.

We have just watched this episode of exploring the world and it made me really upset to think my baby is waiting out there somewhere. It addressed the issue of visiting the foster mum or orphanage a couple of days after the GOTCHA day. It seemed to cause upset on all parts, foster parents, child and new mum. Don't know if this is very beneficial or not.
Really really fed up waiting now. As it is august i n spain everything is on a go slow. We finished our report on 3 August but it will not be reviewed until after the holidays in September they told me. I apply 2 weeks ago for passport application forms and was told when I phoned today as they had not arrived that it is August and that will be why I dont have them. REALLY FRUSTRATING. Well the shared list came out last night but I cannot access the files yet.
I phoned the agency matching coordinator yesterday but she can do  nothing until she has the report in  front of her. I asked if I can do anything while I wait and she said the only things she will ask for are 3 normal size photos on white backgrounds from the waist up. One of my DH one of me and one of the 3 of us. They have to be emailed to her and she sends them with the LOI to the CCAA.
So I will try to get these done tomorrow and passport photos of Aaron also.
I need to change my passport for a digital one to enter china and Aaron needs his own one as he is on mine still.
Well the NSN line was also matched to May 15 2006. 5 WHOLE DAYS.
Well with that incompetence feeling in my stomach I am going to bed. I need to knoe if it's going to be a boy or girl, the age and sn. But apart from all that I need to see their face. Kisses sweet baby for now.xxx
Take care,
jennie.